They have to be hot. If there's no sexual attraction then its impposible to have a good relationship. Mabye im shallow but I wont be able to connect with someone unless Im turned on by them. Ofcourse theres other stuff also, honesty, respect, kindness blah blah blah......
Today was the most freakin boring day, I have a lot of those. I wish I could just forget about all of my responsibility's and have some fun. I woke up at 6am. I wanted to sleep till noon I ate my bran flakes cereal.it tasted like crap, what I really wanted was some ihop pancakes I really wanted a caramel latte with whip but I got a watered down regular coffee with non fat milk. I came to work and the manager nagged about how I didnt close the store correctly the day before. I wanted to shove a stapler in his mouth. My co worker whined to me that I HAVE to take her Saturday shift because her grandma is sick( uuhhh right) and she covered for me last week. I agreed. I wanted to tell her to kiss my ass. Then my balding 40 year old closet-case manager told me to clean the bathrooms. I did. But, I really wanted to get on top of the counter and yell to all the customers. " This guy right here is a homophobic moron." At the end of the day my friends asked if I wanted to out. I really wanted to. But I had to finish typing a paper for my child dev. class, so I went home, to eat my cup of noodles and watch 30 minute meals all alone.
I wish just once I could say what I was thinking or do what I wanted. Im so tired of being responsible. blah